By Rosario Brenda Gonzalez

And the breathing came slowly

Inhale, exhale

Forget for a while the great passion for equality and freedom

Focus on a piece of document

Stating a crime of violating provisions of a much-maligned law

37 petitions to the highest court of the land questioning its constitutionality

Yet there it is in front of you

Because you allegedly fought with government soldiers in an encounter

Where one of them died

In a place you have never been to

And with the kind of fragile physique and considerable age,

Terms used by brilliant minds,

You were still able to carry heavy fire arms

Roamed around the mountain evading a hot pursuit

All based on some rebel returnees’ allegations whose identities were not revealed

And unauthenticated photos,

Enough for solid evidence and due process

These vanish into thin air

Yet soldiers insist on filing charges

Prosecutors refusing to practice fundamental things learned in law school

This case even reached a regional trial court

Imagine the resources, not to mention time wasted

How to quantify stress, fear and anxiety

Cannot be determined

Still, more than a hundred similar cases abound

With more than 20 getting dismissed

A shared nightmare, this should disappear

Yet not that uncommon

As they who must uphold the law and protect the citizenry

Simply refuse to see the truth

To delay, distract

And detain

Those who have for decades championed

The rights of the masses

Disappearance and death are not impossible

For these, too happened to

Kindred souls and freedom fighters

Increasing, yet hidden from view

Because only the clowns and their kings and queens

Deserve center stage

In the time of crisis

To seek the roots of despair and hardships

To fight for those whose rights are trampled upon

Are brushed aside

Only to appear slowly and steadily

Not only in the fast-changing social media landscape

But in people’s consciousness

Resulting in acts of courage and triumph!

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This human rights week, we start publishing the poetess’ poems as a victim of trumped up charges by the State using the weaponized Anti-Terrorism Law of 2020. The charges have since been junked by the Malolos RTC.

Rosario Brenda Gonzalez is a long-time development worker. A BA Journalism graduate of UP Diliman, Ms. Gonzalez has been a project evaluator and development management trainer for more than three decades. Prior to that, she was a human rights and church worker.